a good mood at the moment is really feel bad
curently just want to quickly finish my spm
i would like to live of some busy days
i'm just wanted to do something so life will not end the matter
my future is working, working and working
to drunk myself busy
i must own to be stronger

i want to leave out of here (=

不舍

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SPM还有两个星期考完了
还有3科
开心的是当然就是自由了
再也不会有什么考试了
再也不用面对老师
不开心的是竟然开始对学校有点不舍得
以前真的很想离开学校
可是现在面临离开学校的日子也不长了
莫名其妙的是对学校产生了一种难以解释的感情
毕竟就读已有5年了
对老师的不舍
想起以后再也没有机会可以躺在属于自己的桌上了
突然觉得学校的桌子都好温暖噢
学校每个星期一都开周会
唱国歌校歌，宣誓
即使太阳晒的不得了
我们也得等到周会结束为止
平时周会根本就不会唱国歌校歌的我们
校长在前面bla bla bla.
我们在后面也是bla bla bla.
现在想起以后根本就不会有这种机会了
如果还有机会的话
真的好想再开最后一次的周会
以及好好唱我们最后一次的国歌，校歌&宣誓
我想这是读5念书来
唱的最投入的一次。 T.T
以前更从来不参加课外活动
现在好想参加最后一次
还可以吗。 太迟了，还有一个星期就离开学校了
此刻眼泪莫名的流下 ）=

那种回忆真的好不舍
更不舍得是一班一起相处已久的好朋友
我们一起踏进学校
我们一起下课
我们一起放学
即使是一起逃课逃学 （=
那种回忆真的好难忘
大家相处那么久
彼此种下了那浓厚的感情
一起过着学校的生活
心事我们一分享
笑，我们一起笑
哭，我们一起哭
这种在学校的生活真的好不同
真的是要亲身感受才明白那种独特的感觉
可是。
再过一个星期
我们再没有机会一起在学校在班上过着胡闹的日子了
以后大家或许都个忙个了 T.T
或许你们在过着大学/college的生活了
或许你们在过着工作的生活
又或许你们已出国 T.T
此刻眼泪再度落下
我们都没有机会好像每天那样的见面了
大家的生活环境也不同了
只要有我们在的地方
就一定有谈不完的话题了
可是以后呢？
还能那样吗？大家的时间都不一样了
我们不能每天堆在一起谈心事
我们不能每天堆在一起笑
我们也不能堆在一起哭了
真的好不舍，好不舍。

明年我们都会一起踏进18岁
可是我们踏进的地方却不一样了
好难过，好不舍，好怀念。T.T
我永远都会记得属于我们之间的友情回忆
是多么的美满
朋友们，在未来的日子我们一起加油！
我很爱你们 ）=





> WIN

大难不死

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昨晚发生的事实在太恐怖了
那一杀那我真的感觉到害怕
我永远忘不了昨晚发生的事
如果昨晚真的发生了意外
我今天就不会坐在电脑前写部落格了
当时在害怕的情况下
我头脑就只有她
第一个也会想到她。为什么
应该不可能吧
经过昨晚我体会到了生死就在一瞬间而已
和死亡擦肩而过
如果昨晚我真的发生了那意外
永远醒不过来了
又有谁会为我而流泪？





__WIN

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again is the same night
i could not sleep now
what can to do
to pass the time le ?
all friend sleeping
arhhhhh.
INCLUDING THE WPY
she suddenly fall in sleep. deng
haha. good nite le (=












i tried harder to get happy




26/11/09___ 2.16am

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sometimes mention that beside the hint of a smile
does not mean that very happy
sometimes silent
does not mean that's quiet
sometimes not take the initiative
does not represent any change do not want to
sometimes greetings
does not mean that's have forgotten you
sometimes the concern
it includes more than required
sometimes try to get something
however at the next corner it will lose
it no longer belongs to
the existence of time is in the waiting
maybe let go will be better
sometimes always keep silent
what is the purpose
question can always be found in the brain where
when will be able to find the answer
to avoid the really good way to do to solve ?
the pain is always there at nite
gradually the view that every night is a good long
who can understand the
now beer has become the best friend
has tried not to think
however it appears in every corner of the shadow
the original love is fake
never be more than a process
if can forget the words of
i would choose to quit of this recall
if can disappear
i would like to go very far away
how do pretend that heart no longer have
fake laughter i do not able to continue it
hands-off maybe the best choice for
will try to slowly to leave
time will tell
goodbye







26/11/09 __ 12:18am











By : win

SPM - ing

MY LIFE NO MORE BM, BI,

SEJARAH AND MATHS !

another five more subject

ya. is FIVE more only

more 14days for MERDEKA !!!

yahuhh,

please dont

stop me crazy to go out after 14 days

if not i will feel sorry to myself

hahaha

why is that my besides friends had recently
are faced with unhappy incident
why must it be for love and trouble
to see every friends dropped tears
heart has a sad feeling of
can't help anything for them
let us cry together
i think that'well-being of friends

GONNA READY TO DIE

SPM LEFT THE TWO DAYS

so stress man. what the FU*K !

18-11-09 is my DEATH DATE

SHIT MAN

good luck to you. miss you more

gambateh

sometimes eyes to see things

really wish had not seen

what is the secret love

is so obviously love

has to pretend if nothing had happened

obviously are so concerned

has to pretend not care

is so obviously miss

has to pretend not thinking about

'cold nite

tired of the body

let me fall into a miss'

HAPPY BIG BIG DAY 13.11.09

AND SWEET 17th
MY GIRL. HOHO

FRIEND FOREVER !

sorry la. dont have your personal photo. haha

next time hang out k. hehe

sometimes something can't be replaced or never had change

at the last. but maybe still act dont know

and try to don't think it

something already gone or past

but maybe we will still care it and we don't know

something make we confuse in our heart anytime

maybe we know the answer or we still find the answer

sometimes people make self to busy on everthing

for not to think about something

actually who will understand the story behind the hidden

facts and feel which one is more reliable

felt very numb to certain things

choose silence do good ?

the camouflage would be better to

love is war

not afraid lose

afraid you're not happy

leave

is the first cry ? or forget the first

noisy on the road

looked at the crowd quiet

no hand temperature

as if looking forward to the warmth of you

a through understanding of

should not become a burden

tears fall

should also know how to ease retractable

11.02pm

10-11-09

such a unhappy day..................

at qiong house half day ==
feel like dont wanna study today
watch 'san guo yan yi' in her laptop

waiting for thurday
'2012' im coming (= hehe

DON'T GO AWAY - by2

looking through your eyes
there's nothing to hide
and u're not longer mine
how could i survive when you say goodbye
why do birds still fly up high
can't stop the tears from fallin'
we used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
i tried to reach out for you just to be with you
my heart is breakin'
don't don't go away
baby, don't you know, i miss you so
don't don't go away
i've never been on my own before
wooh.... oh...
can't you hear me just take me with you
so don't go away
baby, don't you know, i miss you so
don't don't go away
i've never been on my own before
so won't you feel my heartbeat once more











如果爱上你是一种错
那我宁愿错下去

just now come back from shop BIOLYN.

i buy the 10 box mask.

haha.

which got 6 mask in one box.

=RM138

lols

so happy (=