IM BACK

hohoho
ah win is back
did you all miss me ? haha
so long time no blogging le
busying exam-ing. lols
another three days more im get finish exam
IM GET BACK FREE

STUDY LIFE : i answer my exam paper like shit only
almost every subject im also pass up blank paper only
nevermind la.
i help school jimat paper ma
dun waste so much lo
haha..
also jimat my pen ink ma
you know pen is so so so expensive
1 ringgit also money. two ringgit also money ma
hahaha. so suck

FAMILY LIFE : like tat lo. always argue with sister and mum only.
haha. biasa jor. 1 day no argue. i feel like tak biasa only

LOVE LIFE : hohoho. nothing can be discribe.
i think she is good girl.. (=
( dun tink much. i juz puji her only. nothing else )

HAPPY MOTHER DAY

yeah..
mami hapi mother day ya (=
i knw im fail as being a daugher
im alwiz argue with you
im never heard what you say
you say one. i say two oli
what you say im alwiz deng you oli
im alwiz cool with you
im alwiz angry with you
im alwiz sturborn with you

BUT

you still care me
you care my studying
you care my exam
you care my poket money enough to use

you alwiz say to me
" weiwei you eat adi if not i wana clear de food "
" me : later la.. fan dou sei "
" weiwei your table thr gt 10 ringgit you go da bao to eat "
" me : i see dou adi la.. im not buta "
" weiwei today gt tuition anot "
" me : 2day not la. u alwiz not remember my tuition day. oli remember sister 1 "
" what time u wanna go tuition i fetch now "
" me : nonit la. teacher will come "
" weiwei tomolo u got play basketball ? till wat time ? i come fetch "
" me : yala. 6pm lo "
" weiwei u do revision adi ? wana exam le. dun alwiz face to pc oli "
" me : im where got ? sister play u dun say them. alwiz say me oli " F*ck
" weiwei ur room so mesy faster clean it la "
" me : i know la. later la. alwiz ngam cham oli "
" weiwei dun alwiz talk fon la. waste ur money. dun col me reload adi i tel u " ( at last my mami still will reload for me )
" me : dun wan jiu dun wan la. i gt money. ( but she wil reoad 4 me too ) )=
" weiwei you wash ur uniform and shoe adi anot.? if not 2mlo cant wear "
" me : i knw la. can later ant. u wan say i jiu dun wan do.
" weiwei dun alwiz sms la. later your dad scold you "
" me : this i use my working money to buy my fon de. he tak layak sy me. "

when i tink back my mum so care me
but i juz alwiz deng she n hurt she oli
im veli regret wat i say n do on my mami
MAMI IM SO SORRY bout that
i cant lost you. you so important to me
if lost you. i will tak biasa no sound around my ear whn at home )=
altot im alwiz cool to you
but actually i stll care you

I ALWAYS HURT YOU
BUT

you are the one
alwiz fetch me go working n bk from working since last year holiday
give me pocket money to use whn i wana go out with fren
altot i no ask you to give
but you worry me not enough to use
you will give me extra
sumore sometimes you will fetch my frens too
you will fetch me go tuition
go there go here

how i deng you
how i scold you
how i not sopan with you
how i cool with you

but you still veli sayang me
veli caring me
veli worry me tat this
veli patient

MAMI I LOVE YOU
SORRY

SATURDAY

today is saturday

such as boring + boring day only

duno why

normally i never feel like that before

next monday mid year exam is coming

i still dreaming at there oli

WTF

today my feel is difficult to describe

here some pictures are same feeling with me now..

ALL THING IS GONNA LEAVE.. )=

THAT IS TRUE

PUT DOWN NOT MEAN FORGET

why u wan so hurt me.

why just only you can make me like this

why i still cant forget about it

izit i do so many to lie myself

why i wana fall in love with you before

why i wana start this relationship with you before

why we will know each other before

why we wana together before

why i wana so care you

why i wana so love you

why i wana tinking about you

why i so crazy cause of you

why i get hurt from you

why i crying for you

why i hurt myself cause of you

why i wana so trust you

why i wana so stupid

why you wan so cruel

why i so miss you

if the time can back to before

i will choose to we are never know

only this.. de sad story will not hapen

ENDING

Yeah.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME (=

today im feel reali happy.. (=

i get a present from 14 frens shared.. lols.

is my lovely jacket

i know tat is quiet expensive.

they know i so like to correct different type of jacket

wanna thx aki so much
coz my present she skip her tuition time
n no revision for her chinese exam 2day )=

my 14 dear frenz. thats are

Aki , Lemon , MOuMOu , pei yee , lei yee , yeng , shui yu ,

qiong , rachel , fyco , chee wei , sasa , sin yin , and shirine (=

i love them so much !

friends forever ya

front look (=

back look (=

after recess v got combined class with 5 produktif coz our morel time

than v talking talking at there

suddenly de teacher say wana sang de birthday song to a ppl

who birthday today
lols. i feel veli excited that time

rupanya my fren tell de teacher..

all singing birthday song to me

that time i reali feel touch but i no cry out la. hahaha

thn suddenly

yeng : why ur ear so red colour

me : where got.. haha

yeng : got lo.. face oso red

thn all laughing..
i dun tink so i got ma.. (=

but however wanna thx u all here ya..

de fyco ah..

today let her kiss my face. omg

she paksa paksa wan kiss my face oli. lols..

haha.. sei hamsap po

reali no feel lo. got wan elak geh feel jau yao

haha

chee wei pun lagi satu. alwiz paksa me wan me kiss her face pula

lols. finally i kiss her face jor. hahaha

tat yeng pula alwiz keep hug me.. sopo

2day i veli 'sit dai' oli.. tis wan kiss. tat wan hug

haha.. fren 4ver (=

i damn happy with ur all..

ytday i talk fon with tat sopo pui yee oso. (=

ytday she keep laugh oli. duno wat hapen on her

haha.. maybe she heard dou my sweet sound gua.

hahaha.. perasan

bun loi wan talk wit her till 12am ma

coz wana she singing birhtday song to me

but talk dou half at 11.50pm my fon suddenly no credit jor )=

so mou yun to heard lo.

anyway thx for ur birthday wishes oso ya (=

thn at 11.53pm xiao v col me.. (=

she say wana be de 1st wish me n count down me

me : u not de 1st wish me jor lo

xiao v : why..? now not yet 12am ma. if wish u before 12am mean not yet ur birthday ma.

so not kira geh lo. i dun care. i wana be de 1st..

me : haha.. i reali feel zadou

thn 12am coming she sang to me with different language birthday song to me

weii.. xiao v.. altot ur contonese not tepat n not gud

but whn u sang is so cute lo. hahaha

sumore i wanna thx 4 many frenz lagi lo

from ytday nite 7th of may 11.48pm i receive wishes msg till now oli la

is 8th of may 1.58pm..

i adi get 37 msg is wishes..(=

lols..

but actually i still wait someone a wishes msg to me. )=

but i know is impossible )=

aiyo. win ah win

still dreaming lagi ah u

y still care her birthday wishes onot

tis type of ppl wan anot not care geh la.

' yala yala i knw la' i no tink la '

hahaaha.. my sakit jiwa hapen again.

till here le.. later wana go tuition

hapi birthday ah win.. (=

Another 3 hours, 40 minutes, 38 seconds

lols..
now still left 3 hours , 40 minutes , 38 seconds
my BIG day is coming.
haha.
i love you.(myself) XD
actually for me bithday is juz normal day oso jek lo
i never care my birthday from early oso de..
maybe for other ppl birthday is veli ' BIG DAY '
for me okok la..
whether got celebrate or not oso like tat oli ah
nothing special lo.
but however i will hapi oso
coz i get many wishes from my dear frens (=
love u all

suddenly think dou someone says will celebrate birthday with me this year
but i knw now is wont
coz she adi broke de promise tat gv me )=
lols..
ah win.. ah win please sedar sedar la..
dun tink de pass tense thing jor lo if not sendiri sad oli nia
dun 4get u adi promise urself u wont tink jor le
yaya.. i know la.. hahaha
like got de penyakit jiwa oli
talk with myself. (=
better happy to welcome my big day 2mlo la..
hehe.

i want to thx XIAO V here. (=
coz she is de 1st ppl make a sajak to me for my birthday wishes woh
tat i veli admire geh gal
she is veli good
but she so many lengzai tb kao geh lo
altot like tat but she wont so easily to accept someone
this is one of de reason i so admire she
she give me a feel tat she is different with other gals
she so hate flower heart geh tb.. ( im not ) haha
she so clever oso. i never puji a gal until like tat
i think she is de 1st one (=
i will accpet de chance will together with her IN FUTURE
hahaha.
she is so many things to talk talk talk
she is non stop talking
i juz know she so like to talk oli (=

next week monday mid year exam is coming
left 3 days more oli 4 me revision
but now i feel i still in honey mud oli lo
i never touch my book oso
i duno wan to die le
nvm la. spm still gt half year ma.. hahaha
actually i so worry.. )=

2day im so so so tired in skol
keep sleeping in class oli
coz ytday nite i was talking fon with a TBG
untill 2.3oam
mean .. er...
she is tb oso but can say tg oso
so mai col tbg lo. haha
she tell me she veli wan be a tb
but 4 me she is suitable be tg la
haiyoo. tink clearly le u





maybe i will unhappy in this year birthday
)=
dun worry.. im ok ya

BADLY HURT

i was hurted by you again again n again..
ytday i was saw de new picture tat u upload
u n ur another SHE
when i saw it im crazy cry out coz you
im deeply hurt and sad
nobody will knw de feel when u wanna cry u cant cry out
im bathing inside coz thr was nobody knw im crying
my feeling was badly
plz dun find me again
i promise myself here i wont choi u again
wont lembut hati with you again
wont reply ur msg again
wont tinking bout you anymore
wont tinking our sweet memory anymore
wont tinking ur name ur face again

juz im oli who so stupid alwiz trust wat you saying
i dun wan be stupid again
i reali dun wan
wat u doin on ppl u will get bk de sametink in one day
i will wait and see here
u will regret wat u doin
i will 4get you n no more miss you
u hear anot.
i will hate you hate you hate you
is you make me like tat
i wont 4get wat u doin
i will tk tis chance to learn be more clever in next time love
i want you to knw i without you
i still can live
i still can hv many gals tat i wan
not oli YOU
sumore i hv many frens bside by myself
thx all my fren tat alwiz bside me
I LOVE YOU all...

i gonna start my new life 2day
6th OF MAY. remember it
new win here.
u and me are no more..!!! ur tink from now is non of my business
u wana cut ur hand and u say u gt sakit or watever
is non of my business adi
i dun knw u adi
we are oso cant be fren back
reali cant.. im juz anggap never knw u oli
IM SO REGRET THAT TOGETHER WITH YOU EARLY
IM SHOULD NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU
THIS IS MY WRONG
im so love you
but at last wat i get..?
juz get de hurt tat u left for me oli..
I WILL HATE YOU FOREVER

i will still can happy without you
with my all crazy fren..(=
thx

5th of May

you tell me ur heart week..
i duno wanna trust u anot actually.
actually i veli care you. i so worry bout you )=
how u are now.? u are alwiz pretty in my heart
u know ..
i so miss u.. i hope u will ok
plz take care urself
i cant beside you n take care you
coz i knw gt another more suitable thn me to tk k u
dun make me worry you
i will pray for you here
u will ok..
'' sometimes u cant put down someppl not coz u still love her ,
is coz u cant 4give de hurt tat she left for u.."
this is 1 of my pretty fren tell me who col XIAO V..
im veli admire wat she is saying.. she veli cute too.. (=

2day i n aki go meet our kaunseling teacher tat we adi make de appoinment on last week..
de teacher gv us a test. tat will knw u interested on which job in futured
after v had to answer 192 question..
lols. normally my humwork i oso never to do
but 2day i wan to answer tos 192 question. veli sam fu lo.. hahaha
lols.. c dou aki juz answer so smart oli.
suddenlly feel dou she so lengzai oli dari segi itu..
hahaha.. (=
teacher say i suitable for de type of business. service for ppl.. lols.
so tepat ma.. haha
i tell she oso i LIKE GIRL. but she juz normal to nasihat me oli
she say me everytink will be change in future
she say mayb after 5 years i will get marrried.. hahaha
dun tink so.. XD

MISS MY WORKING MEMORY b4
sumore damn miss my working memory b4 le..
so miss them le.. i miss you YOKE LIN and CYNTHIA
of coz my ex supervisor oso who col SK..

my ex supervisor SK.. who not not yet married..i wil help u prmote. dun worry. XD

ME AND YOKE LIN ( miss u lots)

ME AND CYNTHIA DEAR(miss u much)

u will be come back on tis saturday from ns..

wait u ya.. (=

MISS OUR CRAZY TIME.. (=

we next time go sing K again..

muazk

what you wan.. SELFISH

yesterday nite i get ur msg again..

u : i love you
me : u send wrong msg le
u : im not.. soli.. i love you
me : nvm le..all is not important le
u : why ?
i no reply u anymore

coz i so scare i continue chat wit you
i will be back like b4... so lembut hati
i dun wan tat feel jor..k.. can u dun let me tink so much
CAN ANOT..?
please.. I will sam fu de.. )=

next day.. at 4.36pm
u sms me ask where i now..
i no reply coz fon no credit..
i so weird y u wana ask me tis question
u still k me..?? or wat..? i juz scare u play me oli
i duno wan continue trust u ant.
nobody can help me now.)=
i dun wana c ur msg again. u now got bf le
can u dun find me anymore
if u wan me 2gether bk wit u
i tell you here.
I WONT. since u hv bf now
u so selfish oli. u got 1 bf not enough.?
how many u wan now.?

actually i duno wana how oso now..
who can tell me
actually
i so hope c dou ur msg
so hope c dou you too
so hope heard ur sweet voice too.
i so miss you altot adi break wit u
i miss you everyday n keep tinking our sweet memory b4
but at de same time my heart so pain
u make me cant trust gals anymore
cant 2gether wit other gals
cant put feeling on other gals
all is ur left 4 me when u leave me away

u had promise me wil celebrate those special day wit me every year
such ur bufday.. my bufday
valentine. Chirstmas. n every year de 27th of JULY
but now u broke it
i will alone for my coming bufday tis year
i wont hapi..


STILL LOVE YOU ?
SHOULD I ?

2-5-2009

For me blog is veli nothing
i juz feel that is too much only
but duno why 2day i got a feel wana create a blog 4 myself..^^
coz i can taking to de air oli )=
in this few day i juz MOODY oli

2day morning
i receive a msg from u tat: i cnt in sleep. do u sleep adi..?
at 3.48am..
i feel that was surprise for me and a bit HATE u
(actually i feel hapi in my heart)
1st time chat with u so long such a few hours after we had break up
i was reply u at 4am sumtink

next morning cant imagine u will ask me y i so late not yet slp
i feel i get some cares from u ( why )
i tell u that i adi break wit she
u ask why..
reason i give u is i cant put my feeling on her
i cannot put belive on GIRLS adi
n i tink impossible can put feel on gals oso
u had ask me IF YOU..?
u tell me that u still MISS me altot u now got another SHE
i reali cant trust what u are saying to me
izit im dreaming.??
u still like to say somtink tat make me feel i still got hope from u
n izit i tink TOO MUCH..?
DID U THINK U ARE SELFISH.

u was hurt me deeply
reali cant imagine how pain my heart was
I SHOULD HATE YOU !
and dun tinking bout u anymore
but still now can i do it..?
CANNOT
in de time without u
i cant lie myself that

*I NO MISS YOU
*I NO THINKING YOU
*I FORGET YOU
*I ADI PUT DOWN YOU

ACTUALLY ALL IM NOT )=
y still wana give me hope..?

after i have my spm
i gonna go sunway to take my course of cutting hair for two years
after two years i will working hard n get experience than i will go TAIWAN(=
but..
u say u wan me bring you to go too
wat u are saying..??
u now got another SHE
u too selfish !






BUT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO I LOVE TOO )=